Thunder Beach

by Michael Hahn

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1.
i will leave this place never to return again all the things you say you always try to get me to stay watching you sitting there so beautiful smoke your cigarettes and ask me "how was your day?" i will never come back but i'll always return
2.
she's leaving on the train today red blending out my comfort pain sometimes wishing crush would let me lay residue stains cluttered in her wake she's pulling everything from me left lonely seeking sanity AND I WON'T HELP YOU DESTROY YOURSELF WHEN YOU CAN'T LET ME BE AND I WON'T BRING YOU DOWN TO MY LONELY LEVEL WITHOUT ME so quiet hate becomes my free it's only one who cannot see she's standing so high over me now beaten, broken, left to bleed my soul has washed the spirit clean it's funny how lifeless it all seems AND I WON'T HELP YOU DESTROY YOURSELF WHEN YOU CAN'T LET ME BE AND I WON'T BRING YOU DOWN TO MY LONELY LEVEL WITHOUT ME it's funny how lifeless it all seems
3.
let me fill you up until you can stand me no more wait and see could I be the one to help you through your life? i don't understand what i do to myself and to you i finally found a way back inside AND IF I GAVE IT ALL I COULD NOT GET ENOUGH AND SOME DAY THIS ALL WILL END FOR US FINALLY FOUND A WAY BACK INSIDE i just wanted to be your only we're nothing without each other know that first, oh you're my drug your comfort means nothing to me my one and only love finally found a way back inside i finally found a way back inside AND IF I SAID IT ALL I COULD NOT HIDE ENOUGH AND SOMEDAY THIS ALL COMES TO AN END AND IF I KILL MY FRIENDS STILL WOULDN'T FIND AN END BECAUSE I STILL HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO PLAN FINALLY FOUND A WAY BACK INSIDE FINALLY FOUND A WAY BACK INSIDE let me have the pleasure of knowing you love me or can't you bear to see me satisfied? oh, i just want you to love me even though i can't or won't love myself HAVE I SAID ENOUGH? WILL I STILL GET TO BE THERE FOR YOU FOREVER UNTIL WE DIE? I FINALLY FOUND A WAY BACK INSIDE FINALLY FOUND A WAY BACK INSIDE
4.
I spent two years in a bubble isolated from the world my expedition to the far left went a bit sour and i realized it was going to be harder than fuck to reassimilate back into the grind into what some may call the rat race of life it was a cold and lonely homecoming when i saw they were changing everything Minivans and SUVs are crowding up my little streets I know this question might be dumb, but where did all these people come from? WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY LITTLE TOWN? WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO MY LITTLE TOWN? WHY DON'T YOU GO FIND ANOTHER TOWN TO RUN INTO THE GROUND? do i sound a little bitter? do i sound a little pissed? i understand people need places to live but this is getting fucking ridiculous 400 houses on the left, 600 houses on the right its like a douche-bag factory somehow sprung up overnight (what?) AND NOW THEY'LL NEVER GO AWAY HOW MUCH FARMLAND HAVE THEY RAPED TODAY? YOU KNOW SOON THEY'RE COMING TO YOU TOWN SO EVERYBODY PICK A BEILER-CAMPBELL HOUSE AND BURN IT TO THE GROUND what has happened to my little town? yeah, yeah do i sound a little bitter? do i sound a little pissed? i understand people need places to shop but this is getting fucking ridiculous a fucking starbucks, and then a walmart, another starbucks? what the fuck's up? but in the meantime, i'll keep my fingers tied hoping for a best buy! i admit i'm hypnotized; i'm way too modernized i couldn't survive in the wilderness if i tried AND NOW THEY'LL NEVER GO AWAY HOW MUCH FARMLAND HAVE THEY RAPED TODAY? YOU KNOW SOON THEY'RE COMING TO YOU TOWN SO EVERYBODY PICK A BEILER-CAMPBELL HOUSE AND BURN IT TO THE GROUND what has happened to my little town? what has happened to my little town? what has happened to my little town? i would give in if i knew how to compromise b.c., i'm tired of dealing with all your cursed lies this growing distance between us has set me free now i want retribution so get down on your knees why don't you just swallow my cock down, yeah and then get the fuck out of my town! THAT'S IT! WE MUST ASSEMBLE TONIGHT AND TAKE THIS TOWN BACK FROM THESE FUCKING YUPPIES! MEET ME AT STARBUCKS! NO, THE OTHER ONE.
5.
Aliens 02:53
i say we take off and nuke the entire site from orbit it's the only way to be sure newt, my name is newt nobody calls me rebecca except for my brother and he's dead (alright?) can i go now? HEY VASQUEZ, HAVE YOU EVER BEEN MISTAKEN FOR A MAN? (no, have you?) YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT AN ANDROID BEING ON BOARD (why not?) i say we grease this rat-fuck son of a bitch right now he's dead, you're dog meat, pal i like to keep this handy for close encounters (i heard that) THEY MOSTLY COME AT NIGHT MOSTLY WE'RE ON AN EXPRESS ELEVATOR TO HELL GOING DOWN get away from her, you bitch we're in the pipe, five by five get away from her, you bitch why don't you put her in charge? get away from her, you bitch what do you mean "they" cut the power? get away from her, you bitch how could they cut the power, man, they're animals GAME OVER MAN GAME OVER
6.
i say we take off and nuke the entire site from orbit it's the only way to be sure these people are dead, burke i'm gonna make sure they nail your ass right to the wall for this right to the wall newt, my name is newt nobody calls me rebecca except for my brother and he's dead (alright?) can i go now? HEY VASQUEZ, HAVE YOU EVER BEEN MISTAKEN FOR A MAN? (no, have you?) YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHING ABOUT AN ANDROID BEING ON BOARD (why not?) i say we grease this rat-fuck son of a bitch right now he's dead, you're dog meat, pal i like to keep this handy for close encounters (i heard that) THEY MOSTLY COME AT NIGHT MOSTLY WE'RE ON AN EXPRESS ELEVATOR TO HELL GOING DOWN get away from her, you bitch we're in the pipe, five by five get away from her, you bitch why don't you put her in charge? get away from her, you bitch what do you mean "they" cut the power? get away from her, you bitch how could they cut the power, man, they're animals GAME OVER MAN GAME OVER

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released April 12, 2012

Music, Lyrics, Recording, Mixing by M. Hahn
Except track 5 & 6: Music & Lyrics by M. Hahn & B. Chase
Photo Credit: Geofff Coleman, F3 Photography

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Mom Fears My Music Kennett Square, Pennsylvania

Michael Hahn is a singer, songwriter, sound designer, and recording engineer from Kennett Square, Pennsylvania. In his music he explores humor, love, loss, vulnerability, anger, and hope. Follow "Mom Fears My Music" on Facebook and Instagram.

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